15 Weeks

SOOO Good news. My Due date has moved up 10 days! haha so though this is the 15 week update it should be the 16th week... but then I figure this is the end of 15 weeks so I'm good to go. March 13th is the date and I couldn't be any happier. Today I'm just feeling super excited and now I am getting ready to go out with my new friends from Cultural Envoy to go dancing! I am pretty tired, but we'll see how it goes. School was overwhelming, but still going.

How Far Along?: Almost 16 weeks

Total Weight Gain?: 108

Maternity Clothes?: I wear what I want alright?! Just not tight, then I have a bump.

Stretch Marks?: None, gotta lotion up though. 

Sleep?: Been sleeping fine, just had to wake up early this morning so I'm pretty tired.

Movement?: There is movement but I just can't feel it yet

Food Cravings?: Salty foods

Queasy/sick?: Yeahhhh, but it's lightened up slightly.

Gender?: Baby boy??! (dont know yet)

Labor signs?: None

Symptoms?: I'll quote from last week because it's still pretty dead on... "Pretty much the same old shingdig. Except they are ever so slightly softening up. Yet, my boobs are still tender, bad mood, nausea, fatigued, and the sadness. which needs to stop."

Happy/Moody?:  I'm pretty content right now

Relationship Status?: Happily single

Miss anything?: I miss my appetite.

Best Moment of the Week?:finishing all my homework

Looking forward too?: Finding out the GENDAAAA

14 Weeks

Finishing up my 14th week. Did that go by fast or whaaaa?! Life is changing and I am keeping so busy and it feels so good. I guess whats been on my mind a lot is this song exactly....

"We've been traveling this road
Together for so long
And it never it occurred to me
That one day i'd be traveling alone " 
"How does it feel to love someone,
 so much, and then its gone"

Truth is: It feels awful. But other then that I've had a really good week. My mom's leaving again which stinks, but oh well. I'll be okay. Happy 14 weeks to me! hello 15 weeks. 

How Far Along?: 14 weeks +

Total Weight Gain?: 106ish

Maternity Clothes?: whatever doesn't cling to my belly is good haha

Stretch Marks?: None! need to lotion up more though

Sleep?: ehhh, iight.... about to start taking unisom to get a better rest.

Movement?: YUP, just can't feel it yet

Food Cravings?: I don't like food again for right now

Queasy/sick?: Yeahhhh, but it's lightened up slightly.

Gender?: Baby boy??! (dont know yet)

Labor signs?: None

Symptoms?: I'll quote from last week because it's still pretty dead on... "Pretty much the same old shingdig. Except they are ever so slightly softening up. Yet, my boobs are still tender, bad mood, nausea, fatigued, and the sadness. which needs to stop."

Happy/Moody?:  I'm alrightttt

Relationship Status?: Happily single

Miss anything?: I miss my appetite.

Best Moment of the Week?: dance practiceeee

Looking forward too?: Finding out the GENDAAAA.and doctors appt coming up.

13 Weeks

ok, ok... I have to admit this week has been a crazy one and I totally forgot to do my usual baby bump update picture on Thursday, but life got the best of me. I apologize. Right now, I am way too tired to post a pic, but I'll edit this post and post it soon!.... So much is going on and almost feels like too much, but I'm trucking through. Yet, after a few friends read my blog (pertaining to the last post about being MIA) it was nice of them to send a text and just say "Love you, and you know I'm here whenever you're ready"or "Do you need anything?" or "I know you don't want to talk, but I'm here for you"... *sigh* I really appreciated that. People who don't understand, but try too. Ya'll are the best. Yeah, they don't know what's going on exactly, but it was nice to still feel that sense of care instead of an attack.... 
Anyway, moving on. That was my week and TGIF. Oh, newsflash! I also decided to check out a multicultural dancing group called Cultural Envoy that I was invited to be apart of. I enjoyed it so much that I plan on doing it just for this semester. (We shall see...)  Luckily our first show is in October, so looks like I'll be able to perform again before I get bigger and BIGGER. I love the people in that group. Totally chill and soooo respectful and friendly. Felt really nice and refreshing. So, things are looking up in life right now. This week went from plummeting down into the earths core to rising back up above the ground now and I ain't complaining. Sure, I have my good days and some really bad... but I love my good, positive, uplifting days. I wish they'd never end.

How Far Along?: 13 weeks +

Total Weight Gain?: 106ish this week

Maternity Clothes?: Sweatpants are life, but forreal.

Stretch Marks?: None yet HALLELUJAH.

Sleep?: ehhh, if I could get one quiet and comfortable nights sleep, it would be nice. Yet, I better get use to not having that.

Movement?: Sometimes I think I do, but then I see I'm just breathing and I'm only 13 weeks haha

Food Cravings?: I honestly don't like food again for right now. I'm constantly hungry but everything sounds gross to me. Sticking with smoothies.

Queasy/sick?: Yeahhhh, unfortunately.  Though, it should be easing up soon since I'm hitting that trimester TWO dawg!

Gender?: I'll say it: I'm hoping for a baby boy.

Labor signs?: None, besides I have been getting cramps lately. Nothing to do with labor, but yeah.

Symptoms?: I'll quote from last week because it's still pretty dead on... "Pretty much the same old shingdig. Except they are ever so slightly softening up. Yet, my boobs are still tender, bad mood, nausea, fatigued, and the sadness. which needs to stop."

Happy/Moody?:  I'm pretty content right now.

Relationship Status?: Happily single

Miss anything?: I really miss being able to eat till my stomach couldn't hold any more.

Best Moment of the Week?: Today. Not feeling good to go to school, pushed through anyway and had a great day and met new good friends. 

Looking forward too?: Finding out the GENDAAAA. What's your guess?

MIA

Yes. I have been MIA. Well, not counting last saturday and sunday, but I am now. Can't do the friends thing anymore. Just on a different level now. I guess I should be friends with single moms or simply moms now...they seem to understand me a little bit more. I guess my age-ish kinda people are still into gossiping and sharing their opinions they know nothing about... so my way of handling it?... MIA. Just going to go to school, be with my family, and take care of my body. Sorry friends, but just need to still keep focusing on myself and I think this is the best way. Bad / Good idea? I don't know. I'm still figuring things out, but my blog is still here. I won't be MIA on here ;) Oh and happy september! Gender Reveal weeks awayyyyyyyy! 

12 weeks

12 weeks it is! See that lil bump there? I wear flow-y shirts because really it just looks like I ate too much and honestly, feels that way too. How am I suppose to get a man with a belly like this?! Jokes... and I think I'm starting to feel better? I have a cold currently along with my pregnancy symptoms, but besides breathing at night... it's capable. Yeah, I feel like laying down all day, but honestly that would probably make me feel worse. Still feel a major fatigue though, but proud of myself for pushing on and going to school... maybe that's why I caught a cold/fever. Bottom line is at least I'm going to class haha Anyway, this week has been alright. I just really want to be happy and starting today I am going to do just that. Whatever else is thrown my way is not too much to handle. I can do this world... I ... can... do this!!! 

How Far Along?: 12 weeks +

Total Weight Gain?: 108 ...moving on up.

Maternity Clothes?: Sweatpants are life

Stretch Marks?: None yet. I've started to lotion up though.

Sleep?: My sleeping still isn't great and I hear it won't get better, but I'm keeping the faith.

Movement?: None yet, but can't wait.

Food Cravings?: Honestly, nothing really this week. I'm just thirsty a lot.

Queasy/sick?: Unfortunately. 

Gender?: Pretty sure it's a boy. 

Labor signs?: None

Symptoms?: Pretty much the same old shingdig. Except they are ever so slightly softening up. Yet, my boobs are still tender, bad mood, nausea, fatigued, and the sadness. which needs to stop.

Happy/Moody?:  I'm pretty tired, which is making me anti-social and kinda anxious. 

Relationship Status?: Happily single. Situations help you to see the real in people and I'm happy that my child will not have to suffer what I've been going through.

Miss anything?: I'm going to miss not being able to dance :(

Best Moment of the Week?:Hearing my baby's heartbeat on the doppler. Favorite sound by far.

Looking forward too?: This weekend. Get to be with my friends.