Currently just laying down on the bathroom floor because I woke up with severe nausea , took something for it and my body rejected it. So chilling next to the toilet just in case I need to throw up AGAIN, four times this morning already, new record? while y'all are sleeping soundly in bed because it's 6 in the morning and classes start today. Not jealous. I may just be a little tired today haha anyway, I just have some little harsh reality advice to share for those younger ones that "think" they're in love. I can't go back to sleep with it on my mind, so I have to get it out. (Thank goodness for blogging)
You get to learn a lot and I mean A LOT about someone when life changing experiences happen with them. But, if I could tell myself a couple things before all of this mess happened, it'd be to follow my gut. I wanted to break up with him before I got too attached and because I knew he was preparing for a mission and I didn't want to be in the way of that vision. Yet, he didn't see that way of viewing things and I gave it a shot....a couple shots ... And before I knew it, I was hooked. You learn to get so comfortable with someone and when that's gone, feels like the whole world stops. Felt like my whole world came to a drastic stop and his just kept going. But the harsh reality advice, doesn't matter what age, religion, or attractiveness level... What I have learned and still am being reminded constantly of, is that putting out won't make him "love" you (more) and a baby won't make him stay. Obviously.
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