All Aboard!

Is pregnancy suppose to be this way? An up and down roller coaster ride? I just imagine this train on the tracks honking its horn, and the conductor yelling "All aboard this wild ride!" and guess what? I got on. Not knowing it would be more wild then I could ever imagine. Last night, I had so much fun being with my friends... but energy wise I just don't think I can keep up. I have to adjust accordingly, which probably means hanging out in the afternoon, but yet I'm still tired that time too. Maybe once in a couple of weeks will be okay. So, I got depressed about that this morning. I felt like I got hit by a bus, but I missed hanging out with them. I just forgot about everything until my nausea came up. Anyway, pregnancy is simply so hard emotionally and physically for me. It doesn't help with my parents divorce too. I mean everything has been finalized, but there's still lawyers getting involved because of this "he said she said" stuff. My mom can't wait to have her own place wherever she may go and the thought of me going wherever she goes too is a little frightening, but I know it's what I want and what would be best for me. I am getting too stressed out lately. I keep trying to tell myself take one day at a time, take one issue at a time, but so much easier said then done. Hopefully I get my personality back today. I want to have a good day.